I'm in love!!

I gotta admit I never thought I would feel this way. I actually thought I was incapable of having these kinds of emotions. I have often posed the question to myself and others if maybe I was emotionally stunted, unable to give or receive love. I had come to the conclusion that I was destined to live life never having known love. But fortunately that is not the case cuz I, BIG MIKE, the one and only, often imitated but never duplicated have found love. And I mean a real lasting love. A love that I doubt will ever get old.

So I guess I will give a few details. We first met in Oregon when I went up for my nephew's graduation. It was kind of a trip cuz it was a situation where there was a bit of knowledge of each other, but never a real intro. So the first meeting was kind of awkward. You know how you kind of think there may be a spark, but you really don't know if it is there cuz you want it to be there or if it is for real. Anyway, we kinda decided to take it slow. Just kinda feel each other out and see if there was something to build on. We actually only met once up in OR, but it was kind of a situation where we both knew we would see each other again.

So I had to come back to Cali and in Cali things were kind of different. It seemed like when in OR there was a totally different feeling. In California things were kind of strained. Kind of abrupt. I mean I found out some things that were not too pleasing. But we still decided to keep it going.

Now after last night I know that I have indeed found love. I mean I was shown a side so different than anything I have experienced in the past. It was both unexpected and enjoyable. I think the foundations have been laid for a wonderful relationship. I now know for certain what I originally only thought...Big Mike is in love. It was love at first sight and I know it will last forever.

MD & CS 2gether 4ever!!