Time to face the facts!!!

What's up my people?? You know I am sitting here on a Saturday night cuz I have no chick. I mean I could be out doing something w/ some friends or whatever, but my nephew just left and I decided to just chill at the pad. It was good having him here, but I do kind of like my solitude. I can tell when it is all becoming a bit much...when I start coming home from work and go straight to my bedroom. But I think that is really kind of my own little personality glitch. I think I am becoming a bit of an ogre. Call me Michael Shrek Dean!! But let me just say this...my nephew is a benevolent pimp...and that is all I will say about that.

So now what is it you ask that I must face facts about? Is it the whole Han thing? Well I must say that I am seeing Paul and Han as much more of a couple now. Kinda like gentle changes in status and convo so now that is more real. But it should be noted that I took Han off my radar a while back. At 30 she is just way too old for me!!! :) You know I love you Han!!

Nah the thing I am facing facts about is that I am never leaving this freaking state. I mean I have tried and tried. I have applied for jobs in places as varied as Virginia and South Dakota. But the only place where I can get a job is CA. So I am facing the fact that I will be here for the rest of my damn life!!! One of the ramifications of this realization is the fact that I need to buy me a place. I have the misfortune of working in the SF Bay Area which means median home prices around $700K. SO that means I need to start looking at a condo or something. I mean all a condo is is a freaking apartment, but at least I can get some equity in it and get a big tax break, although I must tell you the whole tax break thing is a big old myth. I think the majority of people don't realize that the tax break is not really a break but just a redistribution of your income...but I digress. I heard some young manager who sits next to me at work the other day talking about her home and I decided what the hell. I need to go ahead and deal w/ the reality of living in CA, regardless of how distasteful that may be.

So I am about to start looking for a freaking condo. Or maybe I should start looking for a wife. I think if I got a wife I could get a bigger house. Well stay tuned folks. In the next 6 months I will be bringing you news of either a wife or a condo, but definitely not both.

HOLLA!!

PEACE

I have nothing to say!!!

Well let me start this post off by saying life sucks. I have nothing bad to say, but I needed to get it out none the less.

My company has reported lower sales for I think the 23rd time in the past 25 months. Now I don't know what you folks are doing out there, but it is obvious you are not buying jeans!! Get out there. BTW, I get my next set of discount cards sometime this week. If you want one let a brother know. I am going to actually try to send them out this time.

So I have made a couple payments on my ride and have come to the conclusion that payments suck!!!

Hope everyone had a happy 4th of July. I had a bbq -- in my living room. that was pretty unfulfilling. I think I am going to start looking for a new place to live. I will continue to rent as I cannot afford to purchase a home in CA. I want a duplex or something that has some kind of yard access. Not too big a yard as I am not trying to go broke paying someone to keep it for me, but just enough space for me to put out a table and chairs in addition to a bbq pit. I can see it all now. I will keep you apprised on the search. I think I will have to break my lease.

I have decided to take a Christmas cruise. Anyone wanna join me?? I need to get out of the good old US of A. Guess I should start working on my passport.

I went camping this weekend. I was chased by a skunk. He/she didn't catch me...or did he/she. I haven't had a lunch invite all week.

Anyway, I am off for now.

Holla if you hear me!!

PEACE